Dr. Lauren N. Huff

Friendship Is Not a Title I Give Lightly

Friendship is a term I do not use loosely.

As I've grown and healed from childhood trauma, I've realized that not everyone who has access to you is a friend. Some people are coworkers. Some are acquaintances. Some are companions for a particular season. And some are people who entered your life simply because you shared the same pain.

For years, I believed that history automatically created loyalty.

It doesn't.

Many of us who experienced childhood trauma learned to bond through survival. We found people who understood our chaos because they were living through their own. We laughed together. We vented together. We carried one another through difficult seasons.

But if we're honest, sometimes the very thing holding the friendship together was our shared dysfunction.

Healing Will Change Your Friendships

I've learned that healing will change your friendships.

As you begin to heal, your conversations change. Your priorities change. Your boundaries become stronger. You become less interested in gossip and more interested in growth. You stop chasing people who are inconsistent. You become protective of your peace.

That can be uncomfortable because not everyone celebrates the healthier version of you.

Some people only know how to relate to the version of you who tolerated disrespect, overextended herself, ignored red flags, or constantly rescued everyone else. When that version of you disappears, the relationship often changes too.

Workplace Friendships

I've also come to view workplace friendships differently.

Many workplace relationships are meaningful, but true friendship goes beyond shared meetings, coffee runs, happy hours, and inside jokes. A true friend checks on you when you're sick, celebrates your victories without competition, supports you during difficult seasons, and remains present even after one of you changes jobs.

I've been ghosted by coworkers I once considered friends, but I don't take it personally. More often than not, it simply revealed that our relationship was built on convenience and proximity rather than genuine connection. Once the workplace ended, so did the friendship.

That experience taught me something valuable:

Proximity is not the same as intimacy.

Neither is shared trauma.

An Invitation Back Into the Very Life You're Trying to Leave Behind

One of the hardest parts of healing is recognizing when a friendship has become an invitation back into the very life you're trying to leave behind.

• If every conversation revolves around drama...
• If you're constantly expected to solve everyone else's problems...
• If you leave every interaction emotionally exhausted...
• If your growth makes someone uncomfortable...

It may not be a friendship that can grow with you.

Protecting Your Peace

Protecting your peace isn't selfish.

It's necessary.

For women who have spent years living in survival mode, peace can feel unfamiliar. Sometimes we mistake chaos for connection because chaos is what we've always known.

But healing teaches us that healthy relationships don't require constant crisis.

Healthy friendships make room for honesty, accountability, encouragement, laughter, and mutual respect. They don't demand that you shrink yourself to make someone else comfortable.

Friendship Is Chosen Family

Today, I don't give the title "friend" lightly.

For me, friendship is chosen family.

It's a relationship that survives changing seasons, changing jobs, changing addresses, and changing circumstances. It's built on trust, not convenience; mutual care, not obligation; and genuine love, not shared wounds.

As you continue healing, don't be surprised if your circle becomes smaller.

Smaller doesn't mean lonelier.

Sometimes it means healthier.

And protecting your peace may be one of the greatest acts of self-love you'll ever practice.

Success Does Not Exempt Us From Healing

As a certified life coach, I work with women who, from the outside, appear to be thriving.

They are accomplished. They are respected. They are leaders in their organizations and communities.

But beneath the surface, many are quietly suffering.

There is a difference between functioning and healing.

Too often, we move through life checking boxes — earning degrees, building careers, raising families — without ever taking the time to process the trauma we have experienced along the way.

And the truth is, unhealed wounds do not disappear.

They show up.

They show up in our friendships. They show up in our professional relationships. They show up in our romantic lives.

There is a saying I often share with my clients:

"Unhealed people bleed on people who did not cut them."

That is not a judgment; it is a reality.

The Mask We Wear

We live in a society that rewards appearances. We have learned how to smile in public while silently struggling in private.

We wear the mask well.

But behind closed doors, unprocessed pain can manifest in ways that harm the very people we love and the environments we have worked so hard to build.

Why Don't We Talk About It?

Because we do not trust.

Because we fear judgment.

Because we worry about what people will think if they see the parts of us that are still hurting.

But silence is not protection; it is pressure.

As Zora Neale Hurston so powerfully said:

"If you are silent about your pain, they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it."

Healing Requires a Voice

Healing begins when we tell the truth about what happened to us.

Speaking your story is not betrayal. It is not weakness. It is not something to be ashamed of.

It is cathartic.

It is necessary.

It is how we begin to reclaim ourselves.

What My Research Revealed

In a recent research study I conducted, I interviewed ten high-achieving women who were raised without a present father due to military separation, death, or divorce.

Each of these women had achieved executive leadership positions within their organizations. From the outside, they embodied success.

I wanted to understand: What helped them rise, and what challenges did they face along the way?

Here is what I found:

• 80% credited their success to faith and resilience. Their ability to persevere, often developed at a young age, became a driving force in their professional lives.
• Many struggled with trust. This showed up in how they built — or struggled to build — relationships both personally and professionally.
• Their leadership styles were often shaped by survival rather than healing. Independence, control, and emotional guardedness became strengths, but they also became limitations.

The Work We Must Do

Success does not exempt us from healing.

In fact, the higher we rise, the more important that healing becomes.

Because leadership is not just about performance; it is about presence.

It is about how we connect, how we trust, and how we show up for others.

If we want healthier relationships, stronger leadership, and more fulfilling lives, we must be willing to do the internal work.

We must be willing to speak.

We must be willing to feel.

We must be willing to heal.

A Final Thought

You can be successful and still need healing.

You can be strong and still carry pain.

You can be admired and still feel unseen.

But you do not have to remain silent.

Your story matters.

Your healing matters.

And your voice might just be the key to someone else's breakthrough.

You have done the work to build your career.

Now it is time to do the work to heal.

If you are a high-achieving woman who is ready to break unhealthy patterns, build stronger relationships, and lead from a place of wholeness, I invite you to take the next step.

Let's do the work — together.

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